Bah, Humbug.

Another year without the Christmas spirit. Seems like it gets further and further from me each year. I'm listening to Christmas music while gettiing my stuff out to wrap, and here I sit.... depressed to the nth degree. When did Christmas become just another day? When did all the joy of the whole event just sorta die? I hate being so depressed. I hate not being able to enjoy the lights, the hunt for the perfect gift for each person, the excitement of preparing for the big day. Instead, I sit here, in pain from the last two weeks' events, listening to Delilah and crying. Again, I say BAH HUMBUG!